Migraine

I am soooooo fed up! beyond fed up even. As some may know, I ended up in ER yesterday, it left.... but then late afternoon there was a thunderstorm... aura started, then mig.... its still roaring. a solid 9.5 out of 10. I'm sick, crying and cannot sleep... just doze off now and then. Why am I ALWAYS in pain?! seems i'm only posting gripes these days unless I'm replying to something else.

love you guys
bim

You're entitled to be way past fed up, Bim. I wish so much I could just make it stop for you. Sigh.

Dang weather, just when you were managing to feel a bit better for a change!

Mrscolt,

Let it all go. You're not alone and you are in our prayers. Bob

Here I am after a futile attempt at sleep....
toss, turn, doze off, wake up because of pain, throw up, go back to bed, toss, turn, doze off... well you get the picture. It is soooo frustrating! If you all were here in real life, I'd sneak a hug from each of you. The despair is so huge at times like these. Only fellow migraineurs or fellow pain suffers could possibly understand what I go through... Utter darkness...
hugs
bim

You wouldn't have to sneak hugs from us. You wouldn't even need to ask. ((((( Bim )))))

Thanks droolie
love you

(((((((( more hugs ))))))))))

I was so happy to read the posts that you finally were over the last round. So sorry it's back! I'm finally coming off a four-day misery cycle. I hope you get to the other side again SOON.


And, don't worry about "over-griping". We all get it. Trust me...

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{BIM}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Without sneaking
Love,
Rebecca

(((((((( Bim ))))))))

Gotta keep those hugs coming. I've got this "infinity quota" thing I've got to satisfy.

Love ya back!

Awwww, Bim...

It's so frustrating when they keep coming back- despite whatever you throw at them. Plenty o' hugs coming from me too.

I winced this morning when I realized that the pain in my head was rapidly turning into a migraine. I just kept thinking "Already? Wasn't I just in the ER?" Luckily, it went away quickly. But it made me appreciate what it would feel like to just keep bouncing back and forth... Uggh. How awful the loss of control is... and gosh.. if you're living like this, you've got to be a REALLY strong person!

Now just imagine when you don't have to use your strength for this-- September's not that far away anymore... Just august to get through- and the rest of this month-- and then Poof- real doctor.

You're gonna be feeling better when you know that you're being treated appropriately- even if things don't improve immediately, the sense of hope is a gigantic thing... Been there, done that... And it DID get better.

And I have more of "me" back. I'm not still satisfied with where I am... but... it's a process... And although it feels like forever until you start the process- once you get to an excellent HA doctor, things WILL change... even if just by knowing that you have excellent medical care behind you!

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Originally posted by mrscolt:
I am soooooo fed up! beyond fed up even. As some may know, I ended up in ER yesterday, it left.... but then late afternoon there was a thunderstorm... aura started, then mig.... its still roaring. a solid 9.5 out of 10. I'm sick, crying and cannot sleep... just doze off now and then. Why am I ALWAYS in pain?! seems i'm only posting gripes these days unless I'm replying to something else.

love you guys
bim

Thanks J
I'm countin down the days to "real doctor" its sometimes the only thing that keeps me from utter despair. ty for the hugggles!

Thanks droolie, you made me smile and thats a good thing! Its also good that you have that infinate hug quota thang goin!

Thanks Rebecca for the hugs :-)

Thanks countingsheep... hugs are great.... thanks for understanding the huge amount of gripes i seem to post! LOL

Well guys, last ER trip killed it.... almost 24 hours pain free. yeeeeahhhhhaaawwww

love to you all
bim

Glad you are feeling better...send some of those feeling better vibes this way if ya got any...I'm not doing so good myself.

I do have hugs for you, though, I can do those!

I'm glad you're feeling better too. You have all of us to lean on and help you through these tough times too.

More hugs coming your way,
Pam