Migraine

that God is able to rekindle the fire of my soul. I feel dead inside tonight... I hate that feeling


bim

Bim-
I hope you are feeling better today! I had a week like that last week and hoping my luck is turning around. Hang in there honey! We are all here for you!!!!!!!!!



Eileen

Bim,

I prayed last night and this morning that God would get you out of the feelings of funk. I will continue to pray for you each day until you say you are feeling better.

Please remember what I said about you being such a kind and loving person that deserves to be treated with respect. You are also a very talented, educated, witty, charming and lovable person.

Love ya and hoping you have a great day!

Yvonne-MigraineMom

still feeling dead... not sad, not angry, not panicked, just black nothingness inside. Its so frightening. So keep those prayers comin...
Im of course praying for a revival too but it hasnt worked thus far
o if you could see me/hear me youd think id gone a little nuts

bim

I'm sorry to hear you are still not back to yourself. Is there something you can do for YOU today? Even if it's just get outside and take a walk? Go to a park? Enjoy a cup of coffee or something? I know it may sound stupid, but sometimes that is the time you need to get yourself back. I have some kitties I can send to you if they will cheer you up??? They work wonders for me (except when they chase and hiss at each other!). Honey if I was in canada I would pick you up and take you out for a ladies lunch! Know we are all here for you - even though we are all over the world - we are not but a click away. We all love you and want you to be well and happy!
I feel better days are on the way!

Eileen

Eileen,
Im not even sure I'd get off my butt for a ladies lunch. All I can do to drag myself out of bed, seeing as I have errands that need doing. I'll take you up on that lunch though, should you ever get down to Quebec or me to NJ. Hopefully I'll be out of this mood by then though cus if not, I wouldnt really be a fun or even constructive person to be with!


I had a badddd day yesterday. Ended up having a whole bunch of little seizures, 1 every few minutes... eek!
thanks for the love and the hugs, they mean so much in times like these.
Oh, and im allergic to cats

Bim

Ok, so I'll save the kitties for someone else! LOL! Just know we are thinking of you!!

Are you driving or flying to come see Dr. Young? Will this be your first time to the states or have you been before?

Eileen

driving, with inlaws and hubby... Ive been to the states... Florida, New York, Vermont, New Hampshire, Maine, and thats it... Though we might have crossed into the NJ state line when I went to NY.. I have no idea. I was sick that day and slept through the drive LOL.

Thnks for keeping me talking, I need that at the moment

bim

Oh, Maine - My husband and I are trying to plan a trip there! I hear it is beautiful! I would really like to travel more. As for crossing through NJ - I'm sure you didn't miss much....I'd sleep through it too if I didn't live here! LOL

When you get more north where I am though - away from the stigma of NJ - it really is pretty. Lots of trees and cows and country. I like it but it is spendy. We are thinking of moving in a couple years. Not sure where yet. Maybe Texas, your dollar seems to go a little further there.

Keep smiling sunshine!!!!!

Eileen

Lovely Lady, Bim,

I've been picturing you with a wide smile & shining eyes today, as you & Pete walk along the quiet streets of Quebec.

In my picture, you are at peace & pain-free.

I'm going to hold onto this picture & will it into reality!



Rebecca

aww thanks rebecca,
no smile yet though... no quebec streets either *carburator of our pick up truck broke, wont be fixed till next week* The deadness is starting to give way to tears* which stupidly enough, Im more comfy with. Least it means im still alive*. You guys mean so much to me.. no one who isnt part of a group like this could possibly understand the very real bond we develop with eachother. Lots think its just a bitching sorta misery loves company type thing. We are there for eachother . we cry together, rant together, laugh together and cheer for eachother when darkness lifts. Its just an amazing thing.

So thank you rebecca for being in my life *too bad there isnt an emoticon of a wedge of cheese* LOL



bim

Thinkin' about ya Bim, please take care of yourself! We all know those days of terrible sadness very well...

I hope it passes soon and you wonder what you were ever sad about!