Depression

The past few months have been hell for me. i lost all my friends. it seems like i became friends with all the wrong people in life. everyone blamed me for them leaving me. i dont know what to do anymore. i am becoming so depressed and anti social thats its getting to me. i cant even function as i used to. thoughts of sucide have entered my mind numerouse times. i enrolled in therapy, but it seems like it useless. my therapists recomended that i join a support group, so here i am. i hope this could help me deal with life and get over everything that i am dealing with. if anyone can help please me deal with this please do so.

I undersatand how you are feeling, been there done that. I am sorry about your depression, but glad that you are trying to get better. I am too, that is why I am here. I have depression and Obsessive compulsive disorder as well, stress makes them flare up badly and I am under so much stress right now.

Well you sound like me. I can't seem to get any daily tasks done, the minimum seems overwhelming. I also have suicidal thoughts but actually will not follow through because I would leave others with too much to do. I am exhausted all the time and leave everyone around me to pick up the pieces. I am on medication and if you can believe it, I would actually be worse without it. I can't actually figure out how to function anymore. I am hoping some moral support and suggestions from others who are going through what I am going through will help me understand that I am not going through this alone and that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Marcin, you are not alone in this.