Depression

i don't know where to go. i just want to hide in a closet and wish the world would disspear. no one wants me and everyone wants to go somewhere else. i am so alone and have no one to talk to. no one will listen to me they just walk away even my mom. sometimes i wish i was not a alive but i have to for my child. will anyone talk to me?

I completely understand. I have 2 kids and right now they are the only things keeping me going. My husband works a lot so I am alone most of the time. At work I just make a lot of jokes so that others will not know how much I am hurting. I want to hide too, but can't. I have had many ups and downs and right now am way down. I try to remember though that it will get better, I know because it has before. I know that it will again. I will say that it has helped that I have found a good church. The people there are like a family and even though they might not completely understand all that I am going through, they are praying for me which helps. I will pray for you too.

i will pray for you too. You are not alone.

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Originally posted by lost:
i don't know where to go. i just want to hide in a closet and wish the world would disspear. no one wants me and everyone wants to go somewhere else. i am so alone and have no one to talk to. no one will listen to me they just walk away even my mom. sometimes i wish i was not a alive but i have to for my child. will anyone talk to me?

Dear Lost,
I thought I had depresssion bad, but yours seems worse. Why not try reading a book, or listening to music? I tried listenind to a relaxing music tape once, and did feel better. Do hang in herer and podt to the forum as often as you can. You will feel better talking out, I think.