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I'm new to this site and I appreciate anyone willing to read this. I just needed to get some things off my mind, it's always better that way.
I don't feel like myself, I haven't felt like the person I am, ME, in so long it's hard for me to even remember who I am. I feel shattered and I can't seem to reassemble the pieces, even when I try, they never fit quite the same again. I hate who I am, I hate what I've become. I am constantly at battle with my own thoughts. I feel like I'm in the middle of a room screaming and no one turns, no one cares. And it's true, no one does care. I am travelling down a road that seems endless and purposeless.
I care. I think we are all lost in some way. Forget about putting the pieces back to where they were make a new puzzle. I also don't exactly know who I am anymore. I think once we grow up we are accountable to so many different people in our lives that if we care we get lost taking care of others. You need to take time out for yourself. I am probably the worst person to give advice on this one but if you need to talk, I will be there for you.
