Depression

I dont know what to do or handle my life I just want to die and make it better for my family but im scared

If it makes you feel any better, I feel the exact same way.

well you guys rnt the only ones wish i was gone...

Hello. I am sorry to hear that you are feeling so badly. Please never feel that hurting yourself is the answer. If you need someone to talk to when you feell like hurting yourself, please reach out to someone. I am here if you ever need to talk.

I am a bit late to this conversation but felt I need to say this. As to making your family's life better - your death will NOT do it! My mother died at her own hand so I know of what I speak. Also I have had many times I wanted to end things and although maybe not the best reason, knowing what my action would do to those around me has helped me hold on till better times. Please hang in and seek help. All things pass even this.

i know where you are,, ive thought about it alot over the years and i really dont know why im alive,, not like my life has been anything of value to anyone,,
lately i cant stop thinking about death,, and all teh different ways i could do it,,i know i dont matter to anyone-- to co workers, family and i dont really have friends here,, my life is garbage and i am as well.. one of the things ive gotten out of going back to tmple for the hiolidays is that im not going to heaven,, i know that-- so when im knock knock knocking on heavens door noone is going to answer,, i know that,, iknow the world is better off without me,, i dont know why i havent done it,, maybe i should