Hello ensoul,
I read your post with empathy. It sounds like you have had a rough go of things and could really use someone who is supportive of you, in your life. Chronic pain is such an awful thing, because all too often, we are told it is all in our heads and, if you can't see it, it doesn't exist. It isn't like a broken leg, that a person can visibly see and understand. Unless you wear braces on your arms for the carpal tunnel, people just have to take you at your word, about the pain, and we are such a visually oriented society. If you can't see it, it doesn't exist. Wrong!!

My chronic pain is with migraines and back pain. I have been diagnosed with migraines since 1982. My back pain didn't flare up until after I spent years working at a desk in front of a computer. Also, I have been in three car accidents, all of which resulted in whiplash. I had bad problems with my neck for a long time, but now the pain is mostly in my back.
I take propranolol and cymbalta as prophylactics for pain of migraines. When I get a migraine, I take Imitrex tablets or Imitrex injections, depending on the severity of the pain. For my back pain, I take Vicodin as needed, although I can't take too much of it as it actually gives me migraines.
Is the workmen's comp check the only money you have coming in to support you? They sure don't give you enough to sniff at, much less enough to help you make it and pay your bills. I don't know how you do it on such a small amount. I hold down a full-time job as a customer care representative for an extended warranty company. I have been with this company for over five years, and they are really good to me. They have kept me on, in spite of hospitalizations for depression, drug and alcohol abuse, gall bladder surgery, a broken leg and migraines. They also have good health insurance benefits, so I plan to stay with them indefinitely, unless something better comes along.
Well, enough about me. Please write again and tell me more about yourself and your family, as well as your experiences with managing chronic pain. You are definitely not alone, and this forum is a great place to share experiences and to get support when times are tough. Also, if you want to share a success story, we always love to hear about those, too!
Best wishes and warm, positive thoughts,

Kay