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Hi Bob and everyone else out there, I have been reading the messages for a whilr now and really appreciate them. Thank you Bob for your dedication to this site. I guess I will just start off by saying that I too have been through "it all" with the chronic pain thing, especially due to back pain. I was advised to try the pump about 8 years ago, but had a fear of it. I believe I am ready for it now. Your site has helped me make that big step of faith. I have been taking Fentanyl 100mcg/h patch (every 72 hrs) 80 MG TER Oxycontin, one three times a day and for break-thru Roxicodone 30 MG. If I ever leave the house or do anything very strenuous, I also use Lidoderm patches also. I have,earlier this year had two stimulators put in. I did not find them to be a good source for continuous pain relief. One is used to stimulate the leg area and the other for my back. I feel that the leg stim. helps as a therapy source, like a tens unit under the skin but it would cover a much larger area. It feels great for that. I am troubled though because my Dr is inserting the smaller pump and I want the larger one. He also will not entertain the thought of the PTM (Personal therapy manager) He just does not believe in them! Thats it no more discussions. I live in an area that has few good pain mgt Dr's and I really do trust him and I am glad that I have him as a Dr. He says that a larger pump will be "uncomfortable for me" I am 5'2" but pretty hefty and have a good amount of "me" around my abdomin. I just REALLY want the larger pump! Don't know what to do.I'm tired of Dr visits, if you know what I mean. Those of you that have the smaller one, do you find it to be adequate? Can anyone tell by the meds that I am taking if I will have to go to Dr once a month or every two months? I go in Aug 6th for the trial. I have been on a small weaning process so that the trial will be more "telling" I hope I will be able to tell as I am counting on it By the time I take my test, I will be on 25 mcg/h patch and down one 80mg Oxycontin and have been trying to not take any break thru meds. It has been hard, but I really want to know I guess if all goes well the pump will probably be se a week or so later. Please Bob, Shiela and all other christians out there please pray for me. I have in the past been attacked by infections and have gone thru debridements that it tends to put a little fear in you. But I do believe God will watch over me and all will be okay. Again I thank you all so very much for this site and your dedication. GOD BLESS
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quote: Originally posted by chet: Dena - After reading your post I feel I must be doing pretty good as I'm on much less meds than you, so your post helped me (didn't help you though), A thought on prayer, believe its been actually proven to be beneficial, so all should get on board with you. I have just the opposite resevoir problem---I'm 6'4"+ and weigh barely 170, (lost 35 pounds after 1st of 5 surgeries) docs not sure where they will place the pump due to bones here, bones there, but large one out of the question, so I to worry how much more often it will have to be refilled. Look forward to trial in January. Anyone seen the Medtronics VHS video about the pump. The guy who had the pump surgery is like a zombie. Seems all drugged out. Weird that they would have a guy like that star in a Medtronics video to sell the roduct.
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CHET, thanks for your reply. Sorry about the quote, I'm just learning my way around. I did want to comment on your sex question. I'm no authority but I don't think it is wise to cut down on your pain meds in an attempt to keep up with your wife. It will just keep your system all out of wack & unstable as far as pain control. Your wife will understand! As soon as you get your pain more in control (with up & coming pump) I think the sex drive will get back to normal. It takes a lot to deal with PAIN (as we all know) your body is just on "pain mode" for now! I am excited about going in for my "trial" tommorrow. I'm not scared or anything, just don't know why I waited so long to do it. Dealing with the monthly trips to the doctor, the constipation, the anxiety caused by the way the world looks at you when you fill your Prescription, the judgements....all of it....I'm just tired of it! I don't know if the pain pump changes the publics opinion or not but I guess I am about to find out. It's odd how some folks think. Some actually have sympathy for those in pain if you have a pump but think of you as a "drug seeking drain on society" if you are on opiates in pill form. Anyway, I'm ready! Will let you know how it all goes. ps I'm 64 married to a wonderful, patient man who is probably wanting to see if the pump helps our sex life out too!! tee hee!
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Sheila, Thank you so much. It is good to know that others are thinking of you. We may not know why things in our life happen the way they do. We just need to trust that God is ultimately in control and knows all the answers. To my mind, I must have went down the wrong road, made the wrong decision,etc for everything to be going so wrong. BUT...Only God know the WHYs of things. I need only to TRUST in HIM. When we do join Him, He will let us know what it was all about! His ways are not our ways. His thoughts are not our thoughts. Just needed to share that and thank you sheila.
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