Hello Again
I'm sorry that the computer just creates additional pain for you. When I first started trying to become active in puter work and pain groups, it was really tough on me too. I would have to print every article or comversation out, lay in my recliner and read it, then quickly type a reply or comment and go back to my recliner. After a long time doing this, I finally worked on a relaxation breathing and learning to focus on something different than the pain and was able to learn to be able to better focus my attention on what was on my pc screen and away from the pain.
Last xmas my husband bought be a lappy, so I could lay in my recliner and be on the internet too. It's really helped alot. I thought it would keep my from taking those leaves of absence when my fibro flares, but sorry to say that when the fibro flares, I'm just not even able to get through the fog to hardly type anything and the best I can do is navigate around my sites to read what others are talking about.
So I know & understand the fog your feeling and why your not able to do stuff on the internet for long periods. I'm truely sad for your suffering and when ever you want to talk to someone, just send me a message and I'll be happy to get back to you asap.
It's nice to meet you! I know how lonely pain can be and I have found a great deal of comfort in making friends with other pain patients who are looking to make friends too.
You take care and remember that those of us here do understand your pain and your welcome whenever you feel up to it.
Take Care
Betty
"Only by openness to the mystery of God, who is love, can our hearts' thirst for truth and happiness be satisfied; only the perspective of eternity can give authentic value to historical events and above all to the mystery of human frailty, suffering and death."
Pope Benedict XVI