Bipolar Depression

Hi everyone. I'm new and I don't know what to do.I've been upset for awhile.Someone who was an online friend personally attacked me on my bi-polar disorder saying all kinds of things that made me wanna die. I'm not going to die now and I don't want to... I just don't know what to do because I can't stop thinking about it.I can't stop crying over it.I also had someone else stop being my friend because of my disorder... I was actually on another forum I told them about it and they told me to grow up and I just turned 18. Please how do I get past this? I can not describe what he told me...I hope this isn't a stupid topic I feel awful and very stupid.Why can't I get this out of my brain? I can't stop crying over that guy. I feel very stupid...I hope I didn't do something stupid posting this.

I have bi-polar NOS I was diagnosed when I was twelve. I take too many pills.

First: You aren't stupid
Second: It's not you, it's them
Three: You have absolutely nothing to feel stupid about, ashamed over, or guilty of
Four: They are ignorant and uneducated as to what Bipolar is and what it can do to someone who has it
Five: You are a beautiful young adult with a promising future, whether you believe it or not, and if this is how these folks will treat you - then you didn't need them in the first place.
Six: You are so much more worthy than to receive their prejudice, unkindness, and ignorance
Seven : You will find others who will be more accepting of You first and your illness second. It may be hard and you may encounter more of this but, hey it's not you - it's them.
Dry your eyes, raise your head, you are worthy of better.