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So i'm not sure if i am bipolar. I go up and down and days i feel like i'm not in control. Today for instance, i feel like i was going through a dream, or i felt drunk or high, or both (which i wasn't). I annoyed my friend so badly she was ready to yell, and i harassed the guy i like so much for not giving me a ride home, when it was totally ok with me. I feel like i can't make rational decisons when i'm 'high' on the scale. Then there are really low points for me, where i feel, not as much suicidal, but almost there, wishing that i wouldn't have to wake up anymore because i felt like life wasn't worth it. I'm underage, so i finally caved to my parents about what been going on, but they don't think i need a doctors opinion. they're taking me to a nutrionist, who says that'll help. Too bad i feel like i going insane!! I feel like no one can understand, and whn i do try to explain, i feel like the people i tell will think i'm insane. I don't even know what to do anymore. i need coping strategies, i need something i can do on my own. I need a solution.
